New job - New uncertainty
Newbie with new insecurities. I find it painstaking.
Need some experience producing to avoid this feeling. I was born to be at the top of the ladder. Not the bottom. Bottom feeders. Followers. Acid rain or reflux - and too many periods in my sentences.
I've recently considered throwing-up my lunch. EVERY lunch.
Bought a plane ticket to NY and started day dreaming. No one can say I didn't try. I'm trying.
I'm making it all happen. Slightly half-assed.
But I'm going to get everything I want.
And no one can tell me I'm wrong.
I might be the girl with a thousand ideas
but someday soon those ideas become reality
And I walk away from this - happy.
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