Monday, June 9, 2008

if i am alive, I am able

I was proud of avoiding a jam-packed day on my only day off
a little ashamed of not being around for a birthday
feeling a little broke after dishing out 300 bucks for office groceries - of my own money
and just overall - exhausted

the city smelled like city's should smell in the summer
and i felt good about the way it feels to be living here

not here per say - but in this town.
Not saying anything is too far from changing.
I'm not glued down.

Although if i find an apartment I like, I might as well stick around.
A handsome man would be alright too.
But i need to feel pretty first.

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