MPD

We all have our weaknesses.

There is this girl in me who is very self conscious.
In this, she brings me to a state of pure chaos where I am paranoid there is something about me I am unaware of.
I can see her there - naked and stupid. I can feel this cloud wash over me and I hide away where there are no words. I hide behind my eyes where I can see this girl I hate so much. And then I miss feeling like myself and it makes me miserable that I cant get out of this other girl's body. She is a freak. She lives for everyone else's approval.

There is this girl inside me who has talent and energy. She has skill and ambition. She is inspiring and she is capable.
She doesn't care what people think of her because she doesn't live for them. She changed her name and she corrects people.
She gets what she wants and cares about her own judgment. She is okay with being alone.
She is not afraid of anything.

We all have our strengths.
My weakness wins most days - She just has more evidence to back up the theories while the other girl struggles to come up with an alibi.